Do I know what I want from what I have?
Is there an answer or a clear sign
No one knows, not the wind nor teary eyes
To put my beloved out on the sideline
How hard is it to make an easy choice?
To pick between love and craving obsession
The path is twined, like my soul. So Rejoice,
While shamelessly indulging with caution
But the empty mind lives in fear and denial
So often questioning my own morals
I ask, Is this the right way to the aisle
No one knows, not the bible nor the mortals
I covet both, to keep them within is sin
Yet I continue to hold on, herein